THE PAIN OF EVERYDAY

by CHRISTA HARNESS
(ONEIDA,TN.)

The pain of everyday.
Is not because of people.
Its the fact that when i wake up your not their.
The fact that no matter what people say I'm always gonna love you.
The pain of everyday.
Is not the fact that i cant find someone to love me the way you did.
Its the fact that i cant push myself to move on to anyone else besides you.
The fact that no matter how hard i try no one will be good enough to love me.
The pain of everyday.
Is that when i wake up i wont be laying on your chest anymore.
Is that now i am alone,I feel unsafe.
Unsafe because in your arms made me feel security.
Made me see that no matter how hard they tried no one would be getting to me.
Made me feel that i was someone in your eyes.
The pain of everyday.
Is that my heart continues to shatter more an more,till the day you come back to fix it.
The day i see you walk into my yard and swoop me up off my feet and kiss me will be the day I will never have to shed another tear.
The day you call me an say,"hey baby I miss you an i want you back.Will you please love me again?I promise i wont hurt you and no one else will either baby just give me one last chance."
That will be the day..
The day that all my pain goes away.
The day my tears disappear.
It will be the day that i will have no ore worries...
THE EVERYDAY PAIN SEEMS EASY BUT ITS HARDER TO HIDE THE PAIN YOU FEEL EVERY TIME YOU SEE THAT ONE PERSON YOU LOVED MORE THAN ANYTHING AND ANYONE IN THE WORLD....

HE WAS MY WORLD HE.
HE WAS THE ONE I WOULD HAVE DIED FOR.
I WOULD HAVE GAVE HIM EVERY PENNY I HAD.
JUST IF ONLY HE WOULD LOVE ME AGAIN.
EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A MINUTE I JUST WANT ONE MORE TIME TO LAY ON HIS CHEST AND FEEL THE SECURITY HE MADE ME FEEL,AN TO FEEL THE LOVE BEHIND EVERY KISS......

JUST WANT TO FEEL HIS LOVE AGAIN......